December 18, 2023

This year has been really tough with extreme weather.
Until last week, it was so warm that it felt like early summer, but this week it turned into a winter cold.
The whole world has been hit by such abnormal weather, and it has become a difficult world for humans to live in, with wars and the coronavirus pandemic.

On YouTube, there are many urban legend topics, and some whisper about the 2025 World End Theory, but I would agree if we were hit by such disasters.

It’s such a hard world to live in, but personally, I’ve become very mentally rich.

This year, I suffered from depression and felt hopeless, but I changed and lost my strange attachments and pride, and became mentally free.

I haven’t felt this way since I was a college student.

• I focus on what’s in front of me and don’t think about the future
• I do what I can do now
• I enjoy every day

This is how I think now, but I guess you could say that I have a “live in the moment” mindset.

For now, my goal is to “not relapse”.

Today, I want to enjoy and live while doing what I can do at my own pace.